Ruth Natalengganis's

Until We Meet Again

2012-02-27T22:30:00.015+07:00

16 years i kept you in my side

but now all i can do is hold the memories tight

it's been 3 weeks since you left us here,

without a farewell

And i didn't even get the chance to say the last goodbye

You looked like you were sleeping, but actually you are at eternal rest

Day by day i think about you

And just the thought of you could make me cry

So many things i haven't got to say, like how much i really loved and needed you.

I know it wasn't meant for you to leave us

But God has choosen you to be on His side

From the day when all we did was fight, now tear is the only thing i need to fight

I wonder would you be the same if we meet again one day?

I wonder would you still remember my name if we meet again one day?

I wonder will we meet again one day?

I miss the day when you came to my room and play

To tickle, to tease, to share your favorite songs with me

I miss our laughter and togetherness

I miss the day when you taught me patiently for every homework i got

I miss the days when i spent time together with you

And most of it.. i miss being your little sister

I try not to be fragile, though i can't resist this pain and hold back my tears.

Now i have to live my life without you

But i know at the end of the day, i am one day closer to you...

Rest In Peace my beloved brother,

Rialdo Salomo Batubara

November 20th 1989 - February 8th 2012

selamat jalan bang Edo... until we meet again

:'(

CONQUER THE TIDAL WAVE

2012-01-03T23:25:00.003+07:00

BULUNGAN CUP 13

at Gelora Bung Karno, Senayan

OPENING: January 7th 2011

CLOSING: January 14th 2011

SEE YOU THERE!

more info go follow twitter @bulungancup13

or go to www.bulungancup13.com

Incredible India

2012-01-02T20:27:00.008+07:00

"An eye for an eye only ends up making the whole world blind."

-Mahatma K. Gandhi

Mata, ganti mata. Tangan, ganti tangan. Kaki, ganti kaki.

Lama-lama dunia ini lumpuh total.

A Language

2011-11-30T17:47:00.009+07:00

"you. me. together. forever"

-Knowing (2009)

Coming Up Soon

2011-10-09T14:15:00.006+07:00

*click to enlarge*

COMING SOON!!!

making an autobiography for my bahasa indonesia assignment.

rencananya bukunya bakal selesai bulan desember ini.

tapi kenapa ya disuruh bikin autobiografi? apa karena Raditya Dika?

Raditya Dika yang dulunya di 70 dan sukses bikin buku tentang pengalaman-pengalaman absurdnya?

hmm... mungkin.

Double Decker

2011-09-29T20:05:00.006+07:00

"and if a double decker bus crashes into us

to die by your side, is such a heavenly way

to die."

-The Smiths

just a doodle that i did at school with Tracy.

2011-09-13T11:19:00.006+07:00

i'm kinda busy right now doing my high school stuffs. i'll be back later.

xoxo ♥

Romansick

2011-03-04T12:23:00.019+07:00

my problem is... you make me melt, and i don't want to be frozen. anymore.

this is what i called "Precious"

2011-01-30T15:00:00.019+07:00

6 hari rasanya berlalu cepat, gak kerasa ya... semuanya udah selesai.

semua emosi rasanya lengkap dirasain. rasa capek, marah, tangis, tawa, semuanya terluapkan disini.

banyak pelajaran yang bisa gue dapetin dari ini,

mulai dari kita nyari dana dengan cara ngamen ramai-ramai dari pagi sampe sore, jalan-jalan keliling bulungan. kita rela ditemani sinar matahari yang super nyengat siang itu demi ngumpulin dana buat acara ini. dan pelajaran yg bisa gue dapetin disini kalau "nyari duit itu.. emang susah"

gue bakal rindu banget dengan masa-masa ribet-ribetan, pusing, stress gambar dan ngerjain design-design yang harus diselesaikan sampai subuh jam 3 an . dan gue bakal kangen bgt dimana tiap hari gue bisa cabut keluar kelas sampe siang buat ngurusin design dan ketemu orang luar yang bantuin menyelesaikan design buat acara ini.

dan pada akhirnya jerih payah kita semua bisa berguna untuk acara ini.

Selama 6 hari itu, rasanya penuh dengan drama. hampir tiap hari banyakk bgt yg nangis. mulai dari anak-anak cheers yang nangis karena gak dibolehin tampil pas closing karena masalah sepele, nangis karena kalah pertandingan, nangis karena cemburu , dan ikutan nangis karena ngeliat orang nangis.

terus bakal kangen dengan masa-masa tiap hari dateng ke GOR bulungan nyanyiin yell tarlim "yo ayo tarakanita 5 kuyakin kita pasti menang" dengan gaya 80-an. kangen ngumpul bareng ratih, adell, aaron, brea, samuel dibelakang gor malem2 sambil menggalau haha

dan tanggal 29 kemarin.. adalah hari terakhir kita semua bisa ngumpul kayak gitu. Tarlim Cup terakhir kita anak kelas 9, penampilan terakhir cheers & dance 2011, penampilan terakhir perkusi 2011, hari terakhir kita jadi panitia, dan hari terakhir... menjadi cheerleader tarlim :(

baju, lilin, dan ID card ini bakal jadi kenangan dong

sekian, dan makasih ya buat semuanya yang telah berpartisipasi :')

TARLIM CUP XI

6 hari untuk selamanya

SMP Tarakanita 5 Proudly Presents :

2011-01-21T17:50:00.005+07:00

-COMING SOON-

are you ready?

Don't Leave Me High

2010-12-09T18:29:00.013+07:00

"kalau punya cinta jangan dibawa terbang terlalu tinggi, sekalinya jatuh bakal sakit banget!"

tapi kalau ga terbang tinggi... entar gabisa lihat pemandangan indah.

kalau kata Raditya Dika sih... " never fly too high, no one survives a hard fall"

2010-12-07T22:16:00.011+07:00

Lalu segalanya mendadak menjadi hampa.

Begitu sepi dari makna.

Dalam keadaan itu, aku mengalami ketidak mengertian total tentang hidup yang menghidupiku dan hidup yang ingin kuhidupkan.

-Fahd Djibran

U Only Live Once

2010-11-19T18:18:00.017+07:00

saya sekolah.. saya belajar. saya kuliah.. saya belajar. saya kerja.. saya belajar.

Tolong ! saya tenggelam dalam "rutinitas kehidupan" ini. Masih ada kah kehidupan di luar sana??

*life story : lahir-TK-SD-SMP-SMA-kuliah-kerja-menikah-stress urusan keuangan,anak,pernikahan-sakit sakitan-meninggal.*

rata-rata orang ingin menjadi pintar. belajar mati-matian demi mencapai kesuksesan masing-masing. ingatlah. terkadang belajar itu bisa membutakan kita.

membuat kita buta akan talenta yang kita miliki. membuat kita buta akan bumi yang kita tinggali. membuat kita lupa akan orang-orang diluar sana yang membutuhkan pertolongan. membuat kita lupa akan cinta.

bayangkan, ketika semua orang sibuk akan dirinya sendiri.. sibuk memperjuangkan kepentingan individu untuk sukses. saya,kamu,dia,.. tenggelam dalam kepentingan masing-masing.

'you only live once' and life is more than just about yourself.

Something About Us

2010-10-25T17:33:00.007+07:00

-Daftpunk

gombal warning!

Nostalgia

2010-09-24T21:45:00.009+07:00

Hari ini saya full seharian di rumah, di kamar, di kasur, depan laptop,lampu mati dan sedikit cahaya dari lampu meja. berasa useless banget, gabut gak ngapa-ngapain satu hari penuh. dan akhirnya memutuskan untuk.... nonton kartun yg sangat saya suka dari kecil sampe sekarang yg tentunya #cartoonsiwillneverforget, yaitu..

CINDERELLA!

dan Beauty & The Beast. selain itu gue jg sangat menyukai hampir semua film Disney yg dulu-dulu, misalnya Dumbo,Sleeping Beauty,Little Mermaid,Lady and the Tramp, Snow White,Aladdin, Lion King, Tarzan, Anastasia,dll. kalo Disney yg sekarang.. hmm suka juga tapi prefer yg dulu.karena kartun Disney yg dulu lebih "ber-quote"dan klasik buat saya ;)

"A dream is a wish your heart makes
In dreams you will lose your heartaches
Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling thru
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true!"

Fresh Outside Frail Inside.

2010-09-04T23:43:00.005+07:00

"if i wear a mask,i can fool the world, but i can't fool my heart"

kadang kita menutupi tangisan di dalam hati dengan senyuman-senyuman palsu,
membuat orang lain tidak mengetahui apa yg sedang kita rasakan sebenarnya.
tapi yg orang inginkan sebenarnya adalah, seseorang yg bisa membaca hati mereka.. bukan senyuman palsu mereka.

Silence Can Be A Burden

2010-07-31T14:24:00.015+07:00

nina-bo-bo

2010-07-29T17:53:00.005+07:00

every breath you take, every move you make,every bond you break

every step you take, i'll be watching you

every single day and every word you say, every game you play

every night you stay, i'll be watching you

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

lagu yang sangat enak untuk tidur...

Every Breath You Take- Copeland (The Police Cover)

2010-07-21T11:17:00.000+07:00

"gue lebih suka disini daripada ditempat lain, tapi kenapa banyak banget yang harus gue lakuin untuk tetep disini?" - Nathania Rucita

via Astrid Levina's Blog

BARONG!

2010-07-19T20:49:00.000+07:00

liburan bulan Juni kemaren,gue ke Bali sm keluarga.dan sebenernya tujuan utama gue ke Bali itu karena
disuruh belajar ngelukis [ -_- ] well,waktu itu gue belaajar ngegambar"Barong"

waktu itu gue belajar ngelukis di Agung Rai Museum Of Art or "ARMA"
ok.mungkin keliatannya gambarnya gampang...tapi aslinya sangat meletihkan.
waktu itu gue ngegambar 4 jam non-stop ditemani Bli Iwy Warta Yasa.2 jam pertama dipake buat nge sketch
gambarnya,2 jamnya lagi buat finishing dan ngewarnainnya.yg bisa gue rasain waktu itu cuma...capek hehe
karena masih amatir, gambar gue memang kurang memuaskan.tp..gpp lah buat pertama-tama

Kings Of Convenience

2010-03-15T18:38:00.003+07:00

"Even though I'm not his minder,
even though he doesn't want me around,
I am on my feet to find him,
to make sure that he is safe and sound"

drawing step:

1.pencil
2.+ marker
3.+watercolor

Incubus Sketch

2010-03-14T18:38:00.002+07:00

Incubus is one of my fav band, with the vocalist Brandon Charles Boyd : D
they have alternative rock genre.
some of them songs are so meaningful

here's some Incubus quotes:

"Don't let the world bring you down. Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold Remember why you came and while you're alive experience the warmth before you grow old." ~ The Warmth

"So when sickness turns my ego up I know you'll act as a clever medicine... "~ Dig

"I never thought I could want someone so much 'cause now you're not here and I'm knee deep in that old fear... "~ 11am

"You're never gonna be content if you don't try, try to see outside your line..." ~ Glass

"when i want to run away,i drive off in my car, but whichever way i go,i comeback to the place you are"...-

Kebosanan Sesaat

2010-02-05T18:40:00.001+07:00

~no idea~

BALI

2010-02-05T18:09:00.000+07:00

KECAK DANCE,from BALI,INDONESIA
a word. . . FABULOUS

Balinese Ladies painting
with acrylic on canvas
i made it for 2-3 hours.this's my 2nd painting

black marker

2010-02-05T18:03:00.000+07:00

black marker : )

DoOdling at School

2010-02-05T17:34:00.001+07:00

math,physics,geography,eco..uhmmmm to be honest i DO NOT LIKE those subjects
doodling is what i did when i felt bored in my class.
i feel sleepy sometimes........
and i wanna share with you,well my fav.subjects are:
english, art class,bahasa class (ms.Susi).

ps: i edited these doodles,but only the curves. yg ada gradasi2 ato campuran warna-warni itu
gara2 waktu itu buku gue yg ada gambar ini ketumpahan air jadinya basah.dan akhir luntur
kyk gini hoho

MEMUAAIII

2010-02-05T17:25:00.000+07:00

PHYSICS?!!?!?! !@#$%?^?&* AARGH
pas kelas 7 semester 2,gue ikut ulangan semester.salah satu pelajarannya ada fisika.
walaupun udah les 2 jam,tetep aja gue gak ngerti!!dan ternyata itu karena cara yg dikasih guru
les gue beda sama cara yg diajarin guru fisika gue.akhirnya gue nyoba belajar sendiri.
oke,hasil setelah 4 jam. . . . .otak gue MEMUAAI RASANYA
aku pusing,aku depresi,aku capekkkk...PAKKK!!!

ayo bakar bukunya!!!!!!. . . . . . .

p.s:sebenernya gambar ini udah lama,dan waktu itu gue ngepost ini pas kelas 7
ditengah-ditengah kefrustasian yg melanda karena belajar fisika.

Low Fat High Imagination

2010-02-05T17:09:00.000+07:00

*click to enlarge*
i drew it on my sketch book,it's all about youth,fantasy,colors,imagination,etc.
and the blogspot address on the picture is my first blogspot address.but now i've deleted it
and changed it.

Turn It On

2010-02-05T17:00:00.000+07:00

- - -on an A3 paper with black marker and water color- - -
inspired by Gugun & the Bluesbug's cover album.

My Favorite Stars

2010-02-03T16:12:00.002+07:00

Karen.O from Yeah Yeah Yeahs

Brandon Boyd from Incubus

Jonas Bjerre from Mew

I ♥ THEM